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Further fiddling around with Windows Movie Maker, audio conversion software, and music has resulted in another of my favourite Colin Buchanan songs making it to my blog! I love this song. It's actually a hymn that he has redone. The quality is rather low because I had to sqash 24MB into 4MB. Net quota space saving, and whatnot. Enjoy!


Jesus My Lord





Jesus, my Lord, my God, my All,
Hear me, blest Savior, when I call;
Hear me, and from Your dwelling place
Pour down the riches of Your grace;
Jesus, my Lord, You I adore;
O make me love You more and more.



Jesus, what did You find in me
That You have dealt so lovingly?
How great the joy that You have brought,
So far exceeding hope or thought!
Jesus, my Lord, You I adore;
O make me love You more and more.



Jesus, You shall be my song;
To You my heart and soul belong;
All that I have or am is Thine;
And You, O blest Savior, You are mine;
Jesus, my Lord, You I adore;
O make me love You more and more.
I don't think I will ever get over the exhilaration of flying. It's like sharing in the vision of men long ago who only dreamed of the day we could fly. The thrust of the engines vibrating my chair as we take off; grass and buildings a blur, gives you such a thrill, feeling so much power in one machine.

However the powerful feeling fades once you leave the ground. Looking down, the houses shrink, cars become like toys, people undefinable. Sky rises and bridges appear thin and unstable in their shrunken view. Wide beaches are reduced to ribbons, roads to threads. It makes me see just how small we really are; so insignificant, barely making a dent on the surface of this planet we call "Earth".

I see the vast sea stretching to the horizons; land become a small, indistinct pattern of greens and browns below. Clouds wisping by on a zephyr of wind eventually lock my view, and I marvel to myself that God even recognizes our existence.

--- musings, BushMaid
It's amazing the things that can inspire the artist in me. This is a joke of a poster inspired by my Dad driving a hire van on the wet roads of Tasmania. *grins* I'm sure you can figure out what happened! Hehe!


Someone on HolyWorlds proposed a writing prompt called the Hemingway Challenge, based on a six word story written by Hemingway, which was:

For sale. Baby shoes. Never used.

I loved this challenge. It was so easy, and yet so complex a way of trying to write a story in a six word short sentence. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed participating it until I went through trying to collect all my stories. 50 stories and counting later, I thought maybe I should blog some. So here goes! These are some wacky book titles and notices.

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Six Word Stories
By BushMaid
~*~*~*~

"Direction Guide" by North E. West.

"How I Did It" - Ima Published.

"Learn How to Read" - Churchill Iterate

"eBay for Dummies" - by I.B. Rich

Notice: Reading prohibited at all times.

For Sale: Chewing Gum. Used once.



Update! This video should be working now! Here is a song I am learning at the moment. "Smokey Mountain Lullaby", written by Chet Atkins, but played in Tommy Emmanuel's style. It is really sketchy at the moment; it still needs a bit of work, so please ignore the pauses and drop notes! Apart from the quality of my playing (which is a bit bleugh) I'm very proud of the fact that I have figured out how to put audio on my blog! Woo! What I did was record the song using sound recorder on my laptop, added the song and image to Windows Movie Maker and made a "movie" of the audio. Presto!


And if you would like to hear the original that I was going off, click here!
You ever have those days where it feels your mind is a complete muddle? Where you feel like everything is going wrong, even though it isn't? You can't understand you're own thoughts and you wonder what is wrong with you. In times like these I am so grateful that I don't have to say the right words or even understand my own thoughts for the Lord to know me and understand my needs. Sometimes when we are at our lowest, the indescribable awesomeness of God becomes so much clearer.

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Who is "Me"
By BushMaid
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Who am I? I ask to myself.
This person: who is she?
The one who stares out from the glass,
I ask it: who is "me"?

What person understands my ways;
Can gaze into my mind?
Where thoughts are tied in crazy knots
Difficult to unwind.

Who sees my imagination,
Its puzzles help to solve?
The constant stream of sights and sounds
Continually revolve.

Complexities my nature holds,
Its ways I can't discern.
My flitting thoughts, my beating heart,
Not even I can learn.

Oh God! How well you know my soul!
You feel my every pain;
From raw emotions, blissful joy,
To breaking down again.

For when I do not understand
The things inside my heart;
When it's so hard to find the words
In prayer to you impart,

You see into my tangled mind,
You touch me with Your hand.
You understand my every thought
As countless as the sand.

I gaze into this face of mine
Whose thoughts I can't quite see.
I trust in God to shine His light:
His light on who is "Me".

~

"For God has not given me the spirit of fear: but of power, of love, and of a sound mind."
- 2 Timothy 1:7
Here is a short story excerpt I wrote for a challenge that a friend from HolyWorldsSciFi introduced. The challenge runs thus:

You are to write a short story about what your character would do if a man came up to them while they were walking, gave them a box, told them not to open it, then ran away.


So I gave it a go. The character I'm using is from my conspiracy theory novel that has not been written yet. However it gave me a little insight as to what kind of person he is. His name is Jimmy Sullivan.


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Walking down the street, I shoved my hands into my pockets, hunching into the hood of my jacket. I didn't like being conspicuous, or out and about. I felt safer having the world at my fingertips through my computer at home instead of the world having me at its fingertips as I mingled with people on the street. 

Since I was so consumed with the need to keep invisible, I didn't notice the man until I ran into him. I mumbled an apology, and was going to turn away, when he suddenly held out a small cardboard box to me. I raised my eyes to his face apprehensively. Except for his dark glasses, I couldn't make out any distinguishable facial features.

"Take it," The man said gruffly from the depths of his trench coat. He let go of the box, and my hands caught it involuntarily. "Don't open it."

I opened my mouth to question him, but the guy turned and disappeared into the crowded street.

"Wait!" I called taking a couple of jogging steps in the direction he went, but he was gone.

I looked down at the box, a cold feeling seeping into my chest. It was weighty, and on a sudden impulse, I dropped the box and ran for the nearest cover: a phonebooth up ahead. Reaching it, I flung the door open and ducked inside, slamming the door. I leaned against the glass panting, my breath fogging the pane. Was it a bomb? Had I become so dangerous that they were trying to get rid of me? I swallowed and held my breath, watching the box where it lay on it's side. I pulled out my watch. It would have been no more then sixty seconds since the guy handed it to me, but this meant nothing. Depending on the time set on the bomb, it could blow now or next week. 

I looked up from my watch and I saw a little girl bend down and pick up the box. 

"No!" I yelled. I scrabbled for the door handle on the phonebox and dashed out onto the street. "Stop!" I shouted. But it was too late. The girl had opened the box...

Squealing with joy, she lifted from the cardboard box a sweet black and white kitten. I ground my desperate bolt to a halt. A kitten? The guy probably handed the box to some random stranger to save him the job of getting rid of it. I rolled my eyes, feeling like the biggest idiot on the block. When I stopped to think about dropping the box, my crazy run to the phonebox, pushing my face up against the glass, and shouting at a girl not to pick up a kitten, I realized something: I 
was the biggest idiot on the block.

~
Some quotes fascinate me. Even if I haven't a clue what they mean, they fascinate me just the same. And once fascinated, I want to create art, usually in the form of a manipulation on Photoshop. Usually I have this epic image in my head of how it's going to turn out... and usually it turns out nothing like the epic image. Anyhow, the quote I was thus fascinated by is this:

"Must language produce a thousand knives and not recall a whisper?"


It was stuck to a wall in the home of a character in the movie "Conspiracy Theory". Out there place to find a quote, I know. *grins* And this is the manipulation it inspired. (click it to enlarge it)


Stock pics from DeviantArt.
I thought I better stop dragging my feet and actually put something musical on here from my own hand, so here we are. This is Keith's Piano Prelude by Keith Green, the prelude to "Create in Me a Clean Heart". I didn't play the latter, as it's very sketchy at the moment.

The second I hit "Record" on my camera, I get distracted and I don't play as freely as I should. So I pray you: please ignore the multitude of mistakes! *makes face* Performing is not my strong point.

This is a drabble I wrote for Vilisse's "Write a Story from a Single Song" challenge on HolyWorlds. The song that goes with it is Ordinary Miracle by Sarah McLachlan.

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Intrinsically Simple
By BushMaid
~*~*~*~

The thread waved and danced, floating weightlessly on the slight breeze. She moved it, delicately, fixing it in just the right place. More threads filled the air as she weaved a pattern that only she knew. Glistening in the moonlight, the white threads wound themselves into an intricate design; one never seen before and would never be seen again. Like a queen among her subjects, she moved throughout the white strands, dictating where they should go, and to what they should form. It was a dance as old as time, a miracle so intrinsically simple...

The spider wove her web. 
"But know this, that in the last days perilous times will come: 2 For men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, 3 unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, 4traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, 5 having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away!"
 - 2 Timothy 3:1-5

How well does this verse mirror today's society? It is a sobering passage. One part that stood out for me was "Disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy". How saddening it must have been for the Lord knowing that this time would come. We see it in the rebellion of today's youth: parents have no hold over their children at all, and the children choose not to give any respect to their parents. Reading this has shown me just how blessed my siblings and I are to have had had the discipline and training our parents gave us.

Another part my family were discussing in this chapter was this verse:

"Having a form of godliness but denying its power." (2Tim3:5a)

What does this mean? The initial thought would be people who were "Sunday Christians": people who on the outside appeared to be doing everything right but on the inside having no living relationship with the Lord. Hence, the form of godliness (e.g. going to church on Sunday, appearing righteous) but denying its power (e.g. denying the Lord's working in their lives).

However, I suddenly saw this verse in another light.. What if the form of godliness was also meaning a form of god-like power? Could it also mean having a form of godliness in the sense of practising satanic powers in their own "god-like" way? From the little I've learnt about Wicca, the majority of those practitioners deny that they worship the devil, saying their power comes from themselves. Could this then be having a form of godliness (e.g. having satanic, and in their own mind, "god-like" power) but denying its power (e.g. denying the power of Satan behind them, manipulating them)?

That may have been a bit of a deep start to my Scripture studies, I'm sorry. I found it intriguing to think about, anyway!
Whoever first said laughing is the best medicine, they were absolutely right. Everyone in the world should have a reason to laugh every day- many times a day if possible! Laughter makes your heart glad, your mind at ease, and gives you a release. I am usually a naturally happy person; and my greatest joy in life is to make others laugh. So I'm doing a post (and may do more) on a subject I have recently found hilarious: Garfield! I borrowed one of his comic books from the library, and they are so funny, I had to share them! Here are some that made me laugh out loud.















I hope they gave you a few reasons to laugh!
By the title of this poem, I guess you can tell where my family spent their holiday! The rolling waves at the beach and the endless horizon really is an incredible sight, and makes you very aware of our awesome God who made it all. It also inspires poetry when I'm sitting in the sand with an open notebook and pen!

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Call of the Sea
By BushMaid
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The ocean stretches to the sky
Where thunderclouds roll in;
Scudding the blue whilst blowing by,
Grey as a dolphin's fin.

Roaring - foaming - the crashing waves
Enclose upon the beach.
Overhead, seagulls wheel so brave
Only just out of reach.

The blowing breeze, so full and sweet,
The heavy salty air;
In winter's cold or summer's heat
The beach is always there.

The endless span of rolling sea,
So distant and surreal;
The frothy waves that foam with glee,
The different shades of teal.

The horizon calls unto me, "Come!"
It calls from the unknown.
Beckoning with a gentle hum
From land on which I've grown.

But still I wait with undecide;
Toes digging in the sand.
Should I leave with the running tide,
Forsaking my own land?

I make my choice as I observe
The waves that never cease.
I will await the God I serve
And He will give me peace. 

~
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