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This is for you, Jonathan. *winks and grins*

Yes, shocking, I drew a spider.

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The Spider Under My Bed
By BushMaid
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There's an awful scary spider hiding underneath my bed.
I cannot sleep, it's watching me, I wish that it were dead.

Its hairy, crawling, little legs I'm sure that I can hear:
A scratching, scrabbling, seeking sound; I know it's drawing near.

His pointed fangs a vicious grin as he hunts down his prey.
His glinting black and evil eyes I know look right this way.

What can I do? I can't escape without him seeing me.
For if I move, he may just bite and eat me for his tea.

But feeling brave, I take a risk and reach out for the light.
My lamp now on, I take a book and clutch it very tight.

Weapon ready, I leap from bed, to face my fearsome foe.
"Now spider! You must leave my bed, or down the sink you go!"

The spider blinked, and I blinked back, our duel was at a stall.
The spider - frozen where he stood, me - backed against the wall.

As seconds passed, I noticed something whilst I stood and stared.
The spider seemed to shiver there; could it be he was scared?

I realized just how small he was and how big I must look - 
A very tall and nasty beast who's wielding a book.

I felt a twinge of sympathy for him just hiding there.
It may be that he'd gotten lost, and hadn't worked out where.

The spider simply sat and gazed out from its sheltered place,
With what appeared a misery upon its tiny face.

I acted very quickly then, and took a paper piece
And slipped the spider onto it, all ready for release.

I opened up the window, and he didn't make a sound.
I lowered him quite gently till his legs, they touched the ground.

He glanced back at the window pane - Did I just see a wink?
Then scuttled off away from me - and from my kitchen sink.

I slowly climbed back into bed with much more peace of mind.
Though should another spider call, I may not be so kind.

Some spiders can be very nice, I know it has been said.
But I like them much better when they keep from near my bed!
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For the past year, HolyWorlds has been working on something awesome, and it has now come to completion - introducing, The Sword and Pen, a collection of poetry by the HolyWorlders!


And -- my name is in it! * cue the cartwheels * I now have a claim to fame in the printed world! Although I have to admit, I honestly can't remember most of the works I have in there... I'll probably get a surprise when I read it myself!

So much credit goes to the awesome people who brought this to fruition. Though I won't list y'all here, and I want to thank you so much for all the hard work you guys poured into this project, and for sticking at it until it became a reality. You all did an amazing job, and we are so grateful for you!

It is available on Smashswords as an ebook, but it won't be long before it is on Amazon as an ebook, as well as a print copy! So overall, very exciting! :D
This is something rather weird and science fictiony that I had been wanting to try my hand at for a while after seeing a book cover at the Library that looked something similar. It is a steampunkish cyborg, or robot - whichever you like to call it. I was very pleased with how it turned out, even if a little creepy. Some of the concepts behind it made me think of how little time on this earth we really have and, if we don't spend the time we have now wisely, it is the same as killing time, because they are moments you can never get back. Hence, this sort of signifies time's death.


Can also be viewed at the new ArtVoyagers Gallery.

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Answer
By BushMaid
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She lies awake upon her bed,
A million thoughts race through her head.
Her thoughts enough to fill the sky - 
A billion questions asking "Why?"
Deep down inside, her swirling mind;
Reaching, grasping: trying to find
The answers that she knows are there,
And praying God will show her where.

She turns and tosses in her stead,
Hoping to hear the answers said.
Her silent tears, she starts to cry:
Her breathless prayers voiced with a sigh.
This quest for truth becomes a grind,
She's needing, yearning: peace of mind.
Her ignorance she cannot bear;
And pours her heart out into prayer.

God rests His hand upon her head
And trades her fears for peace instead.
"I'm not a man that I should lie,
My precious daughter, dry your eye.
My truth to you I have assigned:
Seeking, searching: you're sure to find.
For in My Word - I'll show you where -
I AM the Truth, you'll find Me there."
~
Coldsores are horrible. They are like a blister on your lip, and are highly painful. Often they swell so large that they end up making half of your mouth puffed up and swollen, with the raw skin sensitive to any touch. They give you feverish symptoms and headaches, leaving you feeling listless and lethargic as you try and deal with the - seemingly ceaseless - throbbing pain. Eating becomes a chore, as it tends to wipe away whatever ointment you have applied, and rubs the healing skin raw once again.


They are truly horrendous things.


And I get them really bad. 


Often it only takes something as subtle as a change in the weather for one to begin forming. Or if there is a flu going around, sometimes I will get multiple coldsores instead of the flu. They announce their arrival with a slight tingly swelling, and it is often enough for me to be overwhelmed by a deep sense of dread as I run to the bathroom and apply whatever ointment I can find that promises a speedy healing. However, by the time I notice the early symptoms, it is generally too late and I have to face - at the very least - an entire week recovering from a swollen mouth. (sometimes, up to a month to fully get over them) 


Sleeping becomes an agony, as I can't press my face into my pillow because the salve rubs off, and reopens the tender skin. The entire period of recovery is spent lethargically and sleep deprived. Often by the end of the whole ordeal, my lips become dry and cracked as a result of the ointment and it takes further time and remedies to return them to their proper state.


I know there are plenty worse things out there to have, but for me, coldsores are a worst nightmare. 

I've noticed most bloggers are posting about the new year: memories of this now past 2011, trials, triumphs, lessons, and joys. Also plans for the coming year: plans for drawing closer to God, learning more of His ways, spending time with family and friends, or pursuing various hobbies/professions more diligently. It is wonderful to see how the rolling over of a new fragment of time causes so many people to pause and reflect.

To every [thing there is] a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven. - Ecclesiastes 3:1

To be frank though, I have never been one for making too much of a fuss about new year. To me, new year's day is simply another day, and my family has never really put it aside as anything special. (for example, today is new year's day and I hung washing) The passing of time is something of a mystery to me every day, and should I happen to stop and think about it then, it is much more of a marvel to me then in my own pondering than it is on the day given solely to its remembrance.

It is easy for me to look back and see all the things I've done wrong in my life. When I look at the times past, all the places I have erred are so easy to distinguish. At times, I wonder if I have grown more like Jesus at all. Yet though the Bible often reminds us to look back in time, it is not for condemnation, but to remember the lessons we learnt and the mercy we received in the times we failed.


[It is of] the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. [They are] new every morning: great [is] thy faithfulness. - Lamentations 3:22-23

God's mercy is new every morning! Though we can choose a day to celebrate the passing of time, isn't it more breathtaking and wonderful to know that the mercy of God - who is the beginning and end of all time - is made new every single day of our lives? The way we measure time matters not to our Father in heaven. We can make goals, we can set ourselves tasks, we can imagine time frames, but God always has perfect timing. 

I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty. - Revelation 1:8

Though we all must plan for the days to come, I love the knowledge that I can leave my future in the hands of the Father of all Time. He is the Ancient of Days, the Everlasting. How precious it is to know that our lives - all of our days - rest in Him, so that we need never worry for what the future may bring.

Behold, thou hast made my days [as] handbreadths; And my life-time is as nothing before thee. - Psalms 39:5a

Life is so short. Though our time is in God's hands, I pray that He helps us spend what He has given us, wisely.


For I know the plans I have for you: plans for a future, and for a hope. - Jeremiah 29:11
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The Star and I
By BushMaid
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I saw a star shine in the sky,
Its glowing red, it caught my eye.
The colour strange, I wondered why
A crimson tinge would hail it nigh.

It bade me ponder, by and by:
Was it just born, or soon to die?
A mystery, it sails up high - 
A lonely sparkle on the fly.

One in billions, I scarce can try
To count the stars that light the sky.
But this one spark, it drew my eye - 
Its bleeding colour made me cry.

Its crimson scarlet like a dye,
It longs to stain the world gone by -
And on its own permeate the sky,
To bring a light to every eye.

So lonely like the star, am I -
A different colour on the fly.
With all I am, I want to try
Permeate my world below the sky.

I am just born, and soon to die,
Life - like the star - goes quickly by.
One in billions, the star and I -
Permeate the world? Well, we can try.
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